Not sure whether anyone notice that I'm not happy... even myself always doubt that whether I'm happy or not. Maybe I spent too much time thinking about it, so that makes me unhappy? I bought myself one pair of Nike walking shoes, I thought that would cheer me up, but seems like it is does not related to suppression of shopping desire.
It might be due to work, home, etc.... or I'm just too tired. I need a rest. I guess it is full trip nap for the flight later. Don't think too much.... I'm a happy man, have a good job (although not confirmed yet), driving a nice car, a married man, have a pair of good parents, ...., ...., ...., still have money in my pocket.
Unhappiness is false?