Thursday, March 26, 2009

想念的季节

Although I'm away, but I still miss my girlfriend in hometown. I hope she knows that. Everything would be fine and I am going home very soon. By that time, I shall meet her.

^^

Saturday, March 21, 2009

心中有佛

一日心中有佛,永远心中有佛。觉悟的那一天,生活会更美满,生命更有意义。

阿弥陀佛。

^^

不可能的圆满

我不喜欢说对不起,但是,当我觉得我需要的时候,我会说。我常想,当我们指着别人时,我们是否有考虑过我们自己所做过的事情?

有人告诉我在世间法,圆满是不可能的。我觉得圆满是看从哪个角度去看一件事情,这是我当初的想法。现在,经过我的努力,经过一些风波,我发现圆满几乎不可能。有人说我正在逼自己接受身边的事情,我在很努力地解决,但是往往没有办法,可能那是我的债,要还的始终要还。一饮一啄,莫非前定。

很遗憾,但是我没办法。我选择离开,不是逃避。

再见。

^^

Friday, March 20, 2009

邪念之时魔在舍;正念之时佛在堂

◎摘录自宣化上人讲述《劝发菩提心文浅释》

现在这个时候,是一个很不好的时候,你到每一个地方,都有很多的麻烦事情发生,不是抢劫,就是偷盗,白天公然地抢。

这个盗贼,你要小心一点,在中国有这么两句话:「慢藏诲盗,冶容诲淫」,慢藏──你有宝贝,应该把它藏起来;如果你藏得慢了,被土匪看见,他就生了一种贪心,来打劫你,抢你的东西。为什么打劫你?因为你收藏得慢了。所以,才引土匪来打劫。

外面的财产是这样,我们里边也有财产,我们自性里边的财产,你也要把它收藏起来。你要是收藏得慢了,也被妖魔鬼怪来打劫你,来抢你的东西。抢你什么东西?抢你无上珍宝。那么说──我自己自性里边的这种珍宝,怎么样收藏起来呢?这个藏法,不是说像藏有形有相的财宝,把它收到一个秘密的地方,收到一个保险箱里头?不是的!

那么怎样藏自性的财宝?要自己不生无明。你要知道,我们的眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意,这都是大贼,不要以为眼睛是帮你忙的,你现在没有成佛,也就因为这个眼睛作怪。不但眼睛是个贼,耳朵也是个贼,鼻子也是个贼,舌头也是个贼,身也是贼,意也是贼,眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意,这就是六个贼。

你自己的灵性,这个法宝,这个宝贝,无上的这种珍宝,眼睛分去一点,你少了一点;耳朵分去一点,又少了一点;鼻子又分去了一点,又少了一点;舌头分去一点,又少了一点;身上分去一部分,又少了一点;意里边分去一部分,你又少了点。这眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意,你不能把它收摄回来,你就放纵它各处去管闲事。眼睛看见什么东西,都要看清楚一点,这叫管闲事。耳朵听见什么没有用的事情,也要再听一听是说什么,这也是跟着境界转了,这个都叫「贼」!

所以不要被六贼来打劫你自性的宝贝,若你天天尽随着这六根门头去做事,这就是你自性里边的土匪,来抢你的东西。这种道理,现在给你们讲,或者还不一定会领略,不一定真能明白这个道理。如果你们用功,用的时间久了,就知道了──哦!原来这东西真坏,这眼睛这么坏,这耳朵也这么不听话,就知道它是土匪,知道它是贼了。

「冶容诲淫」,好像女人擦胭、抹粉,又打扮得很美丽,这就是叫人生一种淫欲心,这叫「冶容诲淫」。所以女人最好都是本来面目,不要擦胭抹粉。若把嘴唇擦得红红的,以为这是很有意思,其实这是最没有意思的,这就是众生的颠倒,众生颠倒就在这个地方。

虽然说六根是土匪,这是因为不会用它,它就变成土匪;你若会用它,它不但不变成土匪,而且变成护法。所以《楞严经》上说,你轮回六道,是因为这六根;若你能回光返照,清净其心,那成佛也是这个六根,并不是另外有人来帮助你。你会用,就是护法;不会用,它就是贼了。

譬如你看见东西,若是生一个正念,这就是护法;要是生一个邪念,这就是魔鬼。也就是六祖大师所说的:「邪念之时,魔在舍;正念之时,佛在堂。」所以若能时时提起,觉悟你的正念,这就是六根变成你的护法,它对你是有帮助的。

要是眼睛一看见色,就跟着色跑;耳一听见声尘,就跟着声尘跑;鼻子一闻到香尘,就跟着香尘跑;舌头一尝到味尘,就跟着味尘跑;身觉触,身一觉触尘,就跟着触跑。怎么叫跟着跑呢?就是你欢喜、你愿意、你生出一种欲来,这就跟着跑了。你意念见到法,就跟着法尘跑了,这都是因为没有定力,所以就跟着外境跑了。也就是因为念头没有正,念头邪了,就被境界转;你念头若正了,就转境界,把这种境界转过来。
 

阿弥陀佛

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃。

此乃六祖慧可的悟禅之言,因为其师兄的:身似菩提树,心似明镜台,时时勤拂拭,不使惹尘埃 。六祖感觉悟禅不彻底,于是他吟出了:菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃 。

从字面上讲:菩提树是空的,明镜台也是空的,身与心俱是空的,本来无一物的空,又怎么可能惹尘埃呢?


 佛对我说:你的心上有尘。我用力地擦拭。
  佛说:你错了,尘是擦不掉的。我于是将心剥了下来.
  佛又说:你又错了,尘本非尘,何来有尘
  我领悟不透,是什么意思?
  我想这是从神秀和慧能那两个偈子引申出来。
  神秀说:“身是菩提树,心如明镜台,时时勤拂拭,勿使惹尘埃。”
  慧能说:“菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃。”
  的确,要能够参透这两个偈子的确很难,就是正确的理解也不易。
  参悟不透...
  身是菩提树,心如明镜台,时时勤拂拭,勿使惹尘埃
  众生的身体就是一棵觉悟的智慧树,
  众生的心灵就象一座明亮的台镜。
  要时时不断地将它掸拂擦试,
  不让它被尘垢污染障蔽了光明的本性。
  
  菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃
  菩提原本就没有树,
  明亮的镜子也并不是台。
  本来就是虚无没有一物,
  那里会染上什么尘埃?
  现在只能从字面上去理解它,惨悟不透!
  心本无尘,尘即是心。无心无尘,人便死。
  
  其实尘在外,心在内,常拂之,心净无尘;
  尘在内,心在外,常剥之,无尘无心;
  心中有尘,尘本是心,
  何畏心中尘,无尘亦无心??正如慧能所说的 仁者心动
  
  又如道家所说的 道可道非常道
  
  它们的道理是一样的
  佛家讲究万物在心 追求修世
  
  道家讲究无牵无挂 追求避世
  
  佛家想超脱今世 道家则是修行今世 而追究其原理来说都是一种修行
  
  而最终的说的是一种超脱
  
  却不是刻意的寻求
  
  主旨在心
  
  世间人,法无定法,然后知非法法也;
  天下事,了犹未了,何妨以不了了之。

对于世间的事情,万物,我认为,需要一颗宁静的心,去面对这一切。

不寒而栗

天气不冷,可能冷气的温度调低了,双手变冰冷了。
有人说我病了。我病了吗?还是我在害怕?
这种不寒而栗的感觉非常恐怖!
看来,是祸逃不过。
加油吧!

^^

Monday, March 16, 2009

人,见多不怪

昨天在FB玩游戏时,遇到一个心情不是很好的赌徒a.k.a.网民。正当我在想要ALL IN时,错过了赢取10000的机会,电脑“吊”了。好显~!然后就开始了这个很可笑的网谈,连我自己也不明白为什么我会浪费那么多时间在“它”身上。但是它让见识到人可以那样9不搭8,可以那样无聊,可以那样幼稚,可以一句话得罪身边全部人。

很可惜我没有打架的欲望,只想要睡觉,但是很想看它表演什么。果然,这世界什么人都有,见多不怪!

Choon Shih Tan: 10000
Wong Boon: shut up...
Choon Shih Tan: anything wrong?
Wong Boon: u busybody...
Choon Shih Tan: ok.. calm down... 
Wong Boon: now am hot...
Choon Shih Tan: why so?
Wong Boon: u not donate $$$ for me..
Choon Shih Tan: huh/... donate? ii'm losing
Wong Boon: then u talk so much for what...
Choon Shih Tan: just now i dont know my Pc got problem.. folded double 10
Choon Shih Tan: you are hot but i'm sleepy
Wong Boon: i didn ask ur pc,i say u what u talk so much..
Choon Shih Tan: ignore me if i bother you
Wong Boon: u gila...
Wong Boon: thats my manner
Choon Shih Tan: sure...:D
Wong Boon: where u from..
Choon Shih Tan: PG
Wong Boon: ???
Choon Shih Tan: Penang siland
Wong Boon: so i come to ur place,wanna fight..
Choon Shih Tan: huh? you mean it? you are from Penang too/
Wong Boon: up  to u..
Wong Boon: how?
Choon Shih Tan: whatever... i might go to sleep soon
Wong Boon: i say fight,u say sleep?
Choon Shih Tan: why wanna fight/
Wong Boon: fight is let go our pressure...
Choon Shih Tan: maybe for you.. but i dont think so
Choon Shih Tan: nice hand
Wong Boon: u dun want fight then..
Wong Boon: non of ur bussiness
Choon Shih Tan: okie... whatever
Wong Boon: what u mean???
Choon Shih Tan: means it is none of my business
Wong Boon: fight?
Choon Shih Tan: sorry. NO.
Wong Boon: u r not a men...
Ray : it's man
Choon Shih Tan: typo error?
Wong Boon: want fight?
Choon Shih Tan: let us finish everything on this table.
Wong Boon: thats not a reality..
Choon Shih Tan: fight physically is not good for you and me as well.
Choon Shih Tan: yes... it is just a game.
Wong Boon: u penang where... i come.
Choon Shih Tan: burma road
Choon Shih Tan: nice hand again
Wong Boon: want fight?
Ray : give him an address to a gay bar, he'll get his frustration out there
Wong Boon: ray u gay..
Choon Shih Tan: Ray, maybe he is just stressed out, just him some space will do. dont you think so/
Choon Shih Tan: give him some space
Ray : yeah, and I like to abuse little sh.ts like you
Wong Boon: come find...dun just say only .. little dude
Choon Shih Tan: did i just offend you, Ray?
Ray : there's nothing worse then an internet tough
Ray : guy
Wong Boon: that your mentally problem..
Ray : no you didn't. your being the man
Choon Shih Tan: Thx for that.
Wong Boon: how u know am men...
Ray : cause you can't even spell 
Wong Boon: cause u r english men..
Wong Boon: english men suck..
Ray : when a man apologizes, the other man excepts it
Ray : unless he's an internet tough guy
Colin Norton: f    uck u wong
Wong Boon: come on..
Choon Shih Tan: he is starting to insult other people.>>omg
Wong Boon: so
Wong Boon: all in 1
Colin Norton: english and proud
Ray : he's pissed because his boygriend stood him up and now he has to spanky his wanky all by him self
Choon Shih Tan: i dont think he can understand you, ray.
Wong Boon: u better become a gay
Wong Boon: dun put this photo
Ray : I'm flattered, but I'm married
Wong Boon: aiya..married can divorce...
Ray : not me, my wife is my life
Wong Boon: divorce is a good idea..
Ray : only in a bad mariage
Wong Boon: how u know tommorow what happen,may b tommorow u accident then die
Ray : maybe, but I still have today
Wong Boon: u die your wife follow too...
Choon Shih Tan: I'm ALL IN.
Ray : LMAO
Choon Shih Tan: ray, don't be up set..OK?
Wong Boon: thats reality..
Ray : reality is....you are a scrawny little sh.t
Wong Boon: u better accept it..
Ray : if you were here. you wouldn't be talking sh.t
Ray : thanx natty
Wong Boon: if u here,your family may b lose..
Ray : LMAO
Ray : you ever thought of being a comedian?
Choon Shih Tan: ray, mind to share what is LMAO? 1st time i've encounter this abr.
Ray : laughing my ass off
Wong Boon: so how,tommorow what happen to u/
Wong Boon: become gay or divorce?
Ray : depens on how cute you are wang
Wong Boon: cute only u not me..
Wong Boon: may be u will choose divorse 
Wong Boon: may b u will choose divorse
Choon Shih Tan: wong, may i ask where do you come from? You are jeopordizing M'sia image.
Wong Boon: am talking wit choon u avoid
Choon Shih Tan: so embarassing ...
Ray : LMAO
Ray : Choon, your the man
Wong Boon: yeah malaysai ia a bad country...u proud our country
Ray : Wang needs to go take a nap
Ray : were alot badder then you think
Wong Boon: that reality...
Wong Boon: ray...
Wong Boon: hello...ray
Ray : hello....wong
Wong Boon: u agree am say?
Wong Boon: u agree what am say
Choon Shih Tan: wong, go back to school.
Wong Boon: may b i will
Ray : LMAO
Wong Boon: but no 1 sponser?
Wong Boon: u sponser?
Choon Shih Tan: primary school will do... polish up your grammar first.
Choon Shih Tan: i'm wondering why i talk so much to you as well.
Wong Boon: am not a education plp,so i just know fght.\
Ray : you can know both
Wong Boon: so u wanna fight?
Choon Shih Tan: your english is not bad...
Wong Boon: choon,how old r u..
Choon Shih Tan: nice 8.
Ray : ty
Choon Shih Tan: i'm 26.
Wong Boon: my fren die 26 in cancer..
Choon Shih Tan: many people die even not been to school.
Wong Boon: include u?
Choon Shih Tan: thanks to my parents, they still can raise me to be an engineer.
Ray : what kind choon?
Wong Boon: but until the end,they cant see u longer.
Choon Shih Tan: i studied in material engineering but now working as process engineer.
Wong Boon: its a same thing,die.
Choon Shih Tan: specialize in ESD control.
Wong Boon: am not asking ur work for what,am saying reality.
Ray : thats good work, could work anywhere in th world
Choon Shih Tan: wong, from the way you talk, i can sense that you are fragile from the inside. who hurt you?
Wong Boon: u say only,who will pay him.
Ray : in reality wong, we're all gonna die.
Ray : So I agree with you there
Wong Boon: may be u die 1sy then i.
Ray : maybe
Choon Shih Tan: ray, i think I still need a lot of exposure and experience in this filed, kinda challenging.
Choon Shih Tan: *field
Ray : you'll do great
Wong Boon: so see u at devil..
Choon Shih Tan: thanks. how about you/
Choon Shih Tan: devil is not a palce...wong.
Wong Boon: whatever...
Ray : railroad conductor
Choon Shih Tan: I see...
Wong Boon: ray want me to introduce a lawyer...
Ray : wong, if you didn't go to school and learned to fight instead the open your owndojo
Choon Shih Tan: is that your wife in the profile pic, ray?
Ray : your own martial arts studio
Ray : yes it is
Choon Shih Tan: she is gorgeous...
Ray : ty
Wong Boon: ?
Wong Boon: ray..
Ray : open your  own martial arts studio
Wong Boon: no $$$$, u sponser.
Ray : you know that most of the masters started on the streets 
Choon Shih Tan: since you are so motivated, why not fight for it?
Wong Boon: yeah,u have been before.
Ray : watch for some local tournaments and fight in it. If your really good someone will sponser you
Wong Boon: choon toy,a while u not yet go back sleep,
Wong Boon: engineer
Choon Shih Tan: thanks for concerning but i am about to get excited what to tell my friends tmr.
Wong Boon: tell your ownself,dun tell ur fren
Wong Boon: u r not a responsibility person..
Ray : wong, you seem like a friend of mine from old. He was good but not focused. Get your focus and you'll go far
Choon Shih Tan: don't worry, i won't tell people about you. I'll tell them I met ray.
Wong Boon: yeah,because u r the same person,gay.....
Ray : thanx
Choon Shih Tan: ALL IN... and i'm going to sleep.
Ray : I gotta go to work as well.
Choon Shih Tan: ray, forget about wong and have fun.
Wong Boon: who bother u,udie or whatever no want will bother u..
Choon Shih Tan: Ray, have a nice day.
Ray : you too choon
Wong Boon: have a nice sex.
Ray : LOL
Choon Shih Tan: wong, sleep early as well. Your brain damage is becoming more and more severe.
Choon Shih Tan: wait until i get a partner, OK?
Choon Shih Tan: chao...
Wong Boon: tq

^^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

累累

这个星期只过了一半,很累因为又不够睡了,还是应该说又不甘愿睡了。从星期一的下山漂移,冲往美女城,再以时速120冲到山脚下。闭目养神了15分钟,又去小操场踢球,因为怕肥咯!接着,又扮演1/100的妈妈,洗衣晒衣,清理厨房,很累。

隔天回到工作岗位时身体有点虚,可能是淋了雨,或者睡不够啦。没办法适应,又浪费了大半为这部落格换个新形象,也是很累。之后吹到冷气,鼻子开始抛锚了,尽量控制咯,然后就赶到火车头去。回到去又Texas Hold'em一下,又不舍得睡了。

隔天,被SQL弄到我团团转,不懂浪费了多少时间,还是没结果。接着,发现有个大粒豆走人了,去了competitor那里,感叹少了个人才,也应该少了不少欢笑了。群龙无首,很多人都急坏了。别想了,去打羽球,流了一身臭汗,爽但是过后就很累了。

看回来原来是自己选择累累的。抵死……Q('.'Q)

^^

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

New Look

没什么心情工作,就给自己的部落格重新设定一个新形象。换上了香港的夜景,不错吧!

^^

Monday, March 2, 2009

年假泡汤啦!

我的天啊!看来我的年假就要泡汤了,我现在已经-7了,再来一个两周slowdown,我就-17了!但是,如果slowdown分成两组进行,我受保护的5天年假就没了~!

现在哭也没用,机票买了,应该如期进行。管它的,我要好好地享受我的假期。

很可惜的,可能今年再也没有任何假可以拿了,除了无薪假!

-.-"'

Sunday, March 1, 2009

豪华住宅区的辣妈

今天吃了不少东西,体重也在农历新年过后往上探了不少,可能是只是单纯的馋嘴,可能是种种事情的压力,可能是没有好好地运动了。换上了一双六岁的鞋子,就往豪华住宅区的一个小草场去踢球。

很多生面孔,没有戴上隐形眼镜,所以也怕怕的。被其中的一个球员“念”一几回。怎么他抢了我的角色?!踢了几下子就走人了。

看到几个辣妈在陪子女们玩耍,脑海里浮现了几个点子:
1。怎么在这个豪华住宅区那么多辣妈?
2。我以后能够娶到辣女,让她变辣妈吗?
3。我能够让她变豪华住宅区的辣妈吗?

不敢多想,赶快回家去。

^^