There is no 'perfect' timing, so does this opportunity that popped out of nowhere. I tried, I'm being offered, and I'm struggling to leave, probably I'm too 'safe' and 'comfortable' here.
I feel bad for not completing each and every of my projects a few weeks before this one. I feel bad for the short notice. I feel bad for leaving a group of my mates.
Frankly, everything seems heavier at the moment.