最近的天气

冷冷热热，热热冷冷，冷热冷热，热冷热冷……

最近的天气就是那么怪，稍微睡不够，喝不够水，身体随时会出现状况。我的 baseline 一直以来都流鼻水，搞不清楚是最近才会还是和往常一样。

可是，可要注意了，最近朱也发疯了。

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只是思想独立

从小，我们家的小孩都很独立，至少我时这么认为。我们上下课不需要父母接送，因为他们都要工作，我们骑车的骑车，开车的开车，搭巴士的大巴士。当然还有很多事情，我们都不想要父母操心而想办法自己解决。但是，长大后开始工作，和真正地踏入社会后，独立的意义有点不一样了。

以前父母还在狼虎之年，拼命地工作给家里建立一个比较好的经济支柱。虽然他们还有工作能力，但是岁月渐渐地在他们的脸上留下一些抹不去的痕迹，不变的是他们还是一样地爱护着我们。很多责任都应该慢慢地移交到我们的手上，肩膀上了。请问我还有都少时间呢？

如果现在你还是像两年前，三年前，五年前那样的独立，对不起，那还是不够的。请问衣，食，住，行，你在哪一方面是完全独立的？我一个都没有。也许现在我们还在找借口，才刚开始工作不久啦，工钱很少啦，没有时间啦，等等。一句话，我们生活得太安逸了！

边写边想，边想边写，原来我只是在思想上的独立。

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普通的小市民

从来没想过，别人把的我过去看得那么 high profile。我只是普通的小市民，背后拖着很多故事，有令人遗憾的，有令人欣慰的，有令人开心，等等。不管怎样，我的双脚还是踩在这片黄金地的其中一条小路而已。What makes you today is the sum-up of your past decisions。什么的对的决定？什么是错的决定？这些答案在你努力寻找的当儿是很难发现的，只要你继续走下去，到了某个时候回头往后看，你会有所发现。

对我而言，做你当下想要做/该做的决定，选择，和事情，不要后悔。After all, today is the present that you can have for today。

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Fire Fighting

I have learned that from my previous interview experience, most interviewer like to ask about your strength and weakness, why I should hire you...bla bla bla... and the most universal answer for engineering field is something to do 'solution provider', analytical and critical thinking laa... For people that never think about this answer, don't worry, it is inherent in you.

Everything, we think about should I wear this or that, eat this or that, spend money on this or that, spend a little or a lot and so on... this is the choices that we make every day. In engineering, when you say you are a solution provider, you simply put this thing into a more systematic manner, which excludes your personal emotion and preferences. In engineering, we do not say whether I like it or I don't like it, all based on data and experiment outcome, that's why people claims that engineer is very dull and boring. No doubt!

Currently is the fire fighting time. I do that for now and for the past 2 weeks, and no solution yet. Sometimes, it is very demotivating when things go against our favour. I have been busy like hell, yet I'm still need to write something here which take away the paid time, but I simply have to do it. Apart from fire fighting in workplace, the fire seems never go away from our daily life, too. You have issue A,B,C in week 1, issue C, D, A in week 2, and issue F, A, B in week 3. Old issue keep repeating while the new issues keep coming in, is this healthy in engineering and manufacturing line?

Here comes a nice quote my by boss "When problem occurs, not because of the theory is wrong, it is because we do not understand the whole thing well enough, or we missed something." Don't you think that this apply to our daily life as well? Ironically, many things in this world keep happening whether you like it or not, even you hate it. It is not just down to one person. Sadly, when a problem occurs, you have to solve it. When it burns, it turns into fire fighting.

A few questions to ponder. Is solution provider needed only when there is a fire? What is the requirements or criteria for a fire fighter? What is the flammable things in the line?

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灿烂的笑容

很久没看见那灿烂的笑容了！

那天真无邪的笑容可以把你融化，让你暂时忘记烦恼…… 没办法组织了 :x

看着曼联年轻球员，将来还有很多球星即将诞生了。

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把好的留住！

发现自己又在一条熟悉的路上，是人生路，随着车子不停地驶着，景色还是一样，但是反映在心里的感觉却很不一样。有很多事情故事在脑海里徘徊，没有秩序，我无法用文字写出来。

每个人都不一样，对你可能有好有坏，但是我只想把好的留住。

如果我忽略了你的好，或者记住了你的坏，请提醒我。

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Out of Balance

It is not good to get scolded in the early morning but I guess I don't have any excuses. Failure rate is 4/5, up to 80%. My condition is not good, according to my recent form.

Looks like I have to figure myself a way when the some of the things are out of balance, like my sleeping time and working time. Sleeping enough is crucial. When it is not, everything could go wrong, including the 80% failure rate. Sigh.

I'm very tired. Help me...

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Babysitting

It's shower time, I waiting the washroom to be ready at 3.30pm. 

Babysitting production parts is quite complicated because too many parts flowing at the same time, got other babies around, too. It is a good experience, and you can really have a hands on feeling when you are traveling around with the parts (Of course excluding washroom, makan and snaking laa...). You can see what is happening at some place that you've never been, you can help operators to do their job and being taught a lesson by them, and understand the process step from a baby to a 'flying baby'. 

I like babies, kids, I wonder how would it be to babysit a real 'baby'. 

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它们不要我了

从澳洲回来，当然是不会放过Penang的美食啦。从机场回家的路上就想着要吃什么了，当然经过Sentosa的小贩中心，打包了云吞面，加料，还有炸鸡，纸包鸡。太好吃了，怎么算到晚上就开始泻肚子了。

隔天，当然是吃Bukit Kecil的咖哩面，那又香又辣的酱料棒极了。怎么知道，到了傍晚，又中招了！

那些还不要紧，我回到这里几天后，不知道吃了什么，竟然皮肤敏感。这是我不知道多久以来的第一次敏感，身体和四肢都很痒，我还以为是自己的床上有bed bugs。从星期一捱到今天，真的太痒了，没办法了，只好去看医生。

本地的美食不要我了吗？我虽然喜欢牛扒，也喜欢道道地地的美食呀！希望快点好，要不然我，照吃~！

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1st day @work

It was my very first day of work yesterday,  it was a normal working day. Had my breakfast on my desk, drink a cup of Nescafe to kick start my day, and it is very amazing that I did not get heavy head for the whole day.

I saw my boss for the 1st time since 2 weeks ago. He was off to sister plant in Thailand to settle some quality issue while I was traveling to Melbourne and Australia. Looks like his business trip is more meaningful than mine, but I've learned something during my breakaway trip, too.

I think I'll share something about my trip later on. Need to catch up my tasks, else I'm going to lose it.

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