想念的季节

Although I'm away, but I still miss my girlfriend in hometown. I hope she knows that. Everything would be fine and I am going home very soon. By that time, I shall meet her.

^^

心中有佛

一日心中有佛，永远心中有佛。觉悟的那一天，生活会更美满，生命更有意义。

阿弥陀佛。

^^

不可能的圆满

我不喜欢说对不起，但是，当我觉得我需要的时候，我会说。我常想，当我们指着别人时，我们是否有考虑过我们自己所做过的事情？

有人告诉我在世间法，圆满是不可能的。我觉得圆满是看从哪个角度去看一件事情，这是我当初的想法。现在，经过我的努力，经过一些风波，我发现圆满几乎不可能。有人说我正在逼自己接受身边的事情，我在很努力地解决，但是往往没有办法，可能那是我的债，要还的始终要还。一饮一啄，莫非前定。

很遗憾，但是我没办法。我选择离开，不是逃避。

再见。

^^

邪念之时魔在舍；正念之时佛在堂

◎摘录自宣化上人讲述《劝发菩提心文浅释》

现在这个时候，是一个很不好的时候，你到每一个地方，都有很多的麻烦事情发生，不是抢劫，就是偷盗，白天公然地抢。

这个盗贼，你要小心一点，在中国有这么两句话：「慢藏诲盗，冶容诲淫」，慢藏──你有宝贝，应该把它藏起来；如果你藏得慢了，被土匪看见，他就生了一种贪心，来打劫你，抢你的东西。为什么打劫你？因为你收藏得慢了。所以，才引土匪来打劫。

外面的财产是这样，我们里边也有财产，我们自性里边的财产，你也要把它收藏起来。你要是收藏得慢了，也被妖魔鬼怪来打劫你，来抢你的东西。抢你什么东西？抢你无上珍宝。那么说──我自己自性里边的这种珍宝，怎么样收藏起来呢？这个藏法，不是说像藏有形有相的财宝，把它收到一个秘密的地方，收到一个保险箱里头？不是的！

那么怎样藏自性的财宝？要自己不生无明。你要知道，我们的眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意，这都是大贼，不要以为眼睛是帮你忙的，你现在没有成佛，也就因为这个眼睛作怪。不但眼睛是个贼，耳朵也是个贼，鼻子也是个贼，舌头也是个贼，身也是贼，意也是贼，眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意，这就是六个贼。

你自己的灵性，这个法宝，这个宝贝，无上的这种珍宝，眼睛分去一点，你少了一点；耳朵分去一点，又少了一点；鼻子又分去了一点，又少了一点；舌头分去一点，又少了一点；身上分去一部分，又少了一点；意里边分去一部分，你又少了点。这眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意，你不能把它收摄回来，你就放纵它各处去管闲事。眼睛看见什么东西，都要看清楚一点，这叫管闲事。耳朵听见什么没有用的事情，也要再听一听是说什么，这也是跟着境界转了，这个都叫「贼」！

所以不要被六贼来打劫你自性的宝贝，若你天天尽随着这六根门头去做事，这就是你自性里边的土匪，来抢你的东西。这种道理，现在给你们讲，或者还不一定会领略，不一定真能明白这个道理。如果你们用功，用的时间久了，就知道了──哦！原来这东西真坏，这眼睛这么坏，这耳朵也这么不听话，就知道它是土匪，知道它是贼了。

「冶容诲淫」，好像女人擦胭、抹粉，又打扮得很美丽，这就是叫人生一种淫欲心，这叫「冶容诲淫」。所以女人最好都是本来面目，不要擦胭抹粉。若把嘴唇擦得红红的，以为这是很有意思，其实这是最没有意思的，这就是众生的颠倒，众生颠倒就在这个地方。

虽然说六根是土匪，这是因为不会用它，它就变成土匪；你若会用它，它不但不变成土匪，而且变成护法。所以《楞严经》上说，你轮回六道，是因为这六根；若你能回光返照，清净其心，那成佛也是这个六根，并不是另外有人来帮助你。你会用，就是护法；不会用，它就是贼了。

譬如你看见东西，若是生一个正念，这就是护法；要是生一个邪念，这就是魔鬼。也就是六祖大师所说的：「邪念之时，魔在舍；正念之时，佛在堂。」所以若能时时提起，觉悟你的正念，这就是六根变成你的护法，它对你是有帮助的。

要是眼睛一看见色，就跟着色跑；耳一听见声尘，就跟着声尘跑；鼻子一闻到香尘，就跟着香尘跑；舌头一尝到味尘，就跟着味尘跑；身觉触，身一觉触尘，就跟着触跑。怎么叫跟着跑呢？就是你欢喜、你愿意、你生出一种欲来，这就跟着跑了。你意念见到法，就跟着法尘跑了，这都是因为没有定力，所以就跟着外境跑了。也就是因为念头没有正，念头邪了，就被境界转；你念头若正了，就转境界，把这种境界转过来。　

阿弥陀佛

菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃。

此乃六祖慧可的悟禅之言，因为其师兄的：身似菩提树，心似明镜台，时时勤拂拭，不使惹尘埃 。六祖感觉悟禅不彻底，于是他吟出了：菩提本无树,明镜亦非台,本来无一物,何处惹尘埃 。

从字面上讲：菩提树是空的，明镜台也是空的，身与心俱是空的，本来无一物的空，又怎么可能惹尘埃呢?

 佛对我说：你的心上有尘。我用力地擦拭。
　　佛说：你错了，尘是擦不掉的。我于是将心剥了下来.
　　佛又说：你又错了，尘本非尘，何来有尘
　　我领悟不透，是什么意思？
　　我想这是从神秀和慧能那两个偈子引申出来。
　　神秀说：“身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，勿使惹尘埃。”
　　慧能说：“菩提本无树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处惹尘埃。”
　　的确，要能够参透这两个偈子的确很难，就是正确的理解也不易。
　　参悟不透...
　　身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，勿使惹尘埃
　　众生的身体就是一棵觉悟的智慧树，
　　众生的心灵就象一座明亮的台镜。
　　要时时不断地将它掸拂擦试，
　　不让它被尘垢污染障蔽了光明的本性。
　　
　　菩提本无树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处惹尘埃
　　菩提原本就没有树，
　　明亮的镜子也并不是台。
　　本来就是虚无没有一物，
　　那里会染上什么尘埃?
　　现在只能从字面上去理解它，惨悟不透！
　　心本无尘，尘即是心。无心无尘，人便死。
　　
　　其实尘在外，心在内，常拂之，心净无尘；
　　尘在内，心在外，常剥之，无尘无心；
　　心中有尘，尘本是心，
　　何畏心中尘，无尘亦无心??正如慧能所说的 仁者心动
　　
　　又如道家所说的 道可道非常道
　　
　　它们的道理是一样的
　　佛家讲究万物在心 追求修世
　　
　　道家讲究无牵无挂 追求避世
　　
　　佛家想超脱今世 道家则是修行今世 而追究其原理来说都是一种修行
　　
　　而最终的说的是一种超脱
　　
　　却不是刻意的寻求
　　
　　主旨在心
　　
　　世间人，法无定法，然后知非法法也；
　　天下事，了犹未了，何妨以不了了之。

对于世间的事情，万物，我认为，需要一颗宁静的心，去面对这一切。

不寒而栗

天气不冷，可能冷气的温度调低了，双手变冰冷了。

有人说我病了。我病了吗？还是我在害怕？

这种不寒而栗的感觉非常恐怖！

看来,是祸逃不过。

加油吧！

^^

人，见多不怪

昨天在FB玩游戏时，遇到一个心情不是很好的赌徒a.k.a.网民。正当我在想要ALL IN时，错过了赢取10000的机会，电脑“吊”了。好显~！然后就开始了这个很可笑的网谈，连我自己也不明白为什么我会浪费那么多时间在“它”身上。但是它让见识到人可以那样9不搭8，可以那样无聊，可以那样幼稚，可以一句话得罪身边全部人。

很可惜我没有打架的欲望，只想要睡觉，但是很想看它表演什么。果然，这世界什么人都有，见多不怪！

Choon Shih Tan: 10000

Wong Boon: shut up...

Choon Shih Tan: anything wrong?

Wong Boon: u busybody...

Choon Shih Tan: ok.. calm down... 

Wong Boon: now am hot...

Choon Shih Tan: why so?

Wong Boon: u not donate $$$ for me..

Choon Shih Tan: huh/... donate? ii'm losing

Wong Boon: then u talk so much for what...

Choon Shih Tan: just now i dont know my Pc got problem.. folded double 10

Choon Shih Tan: you are hot but i'm sleepy

Wong Boon: i didn ask ur pc,i say u what u talk so much..

Choon Shih Tan: ignore me if i bother you

Wong Boon: u gila...

Wong Boon: thats my manner

Choon Shih Tan: sure...:D

Wong Boon: where u from..

Choon Shih Tan: PG

Wong Boon: ???

Choon Shih Tan: Penang siland

Wong Boon: so i come to ur place,wanna fight..

Choon Shih Tan: huh? you mean it? you are from Penang too/

Wong Boon: up  to u..

Wong Boon: how?

Choon Shih Tan: whatever... i might go to sleep soon

Wong Boon: i say fight,u say sleep?

Choon Shih Tan: why wanna fight/

Wong Boon: fight is let go our pressure...

Choon Shih Tan: maybe for you.. but i dont think so

Choon Shih Tan: nice hand

Wong Boon: u dun want fight then..

Wong Boon: non of ur bussiness

Choon Shih Tan: okie... whatever

Wong Boon: what u mean???

Choon Shih Tan: means it is none of my business

Wong Boon: fight?

Choon Shih Tan: sorry. NO.

Wong Boon: u r not a men...

Ray : it's man

Choon Shih Tan: typo error?

Wong Boon: want fight?

Choon Shih Tan: let us finish everything on this table.

Wong Boon: thats not a reality..

Choon Shih Tan: fight physically is not good for you and me as well.

Choon Shih Tan: yes... it is just a game.

Wong Boon: u penang where... i come.

Choon Shih Tan: burma road

Choon Shih Tan: nice hand again

Wong Boon: want fight?

Ray : give him an address to a gay bar, he'll get his frustration out there

Wong Boon: ray u gay..

Choon Shih Tan: Ray, maybe he is just stressed out, just him some space will do. dont you think so/

Choon Shih Tan: give him some space

Ray : yeah, and I like to abuse little sh.ts like you

Wong Boon: come find...dun just say only .. little dude

Choon Shih Tan: did i just offend you, Ray?

Ray : there's nothing worse then an internet tough

Ray : guy

Wong Boon: that your mentally problem..

Ray : no you didn't. your being the man

Choon Shih Tan: Thx for that.

Wong Boon: how u know am men...

Ray : cause you can't even spell 

Wong Boon: cause u r english men..

Wong Boon: english men suck..

Ray : when a man apologizes, the other man excepts it

Ray : unless he's an internet tough guy

Colin Norton: f    uck u wong

Wong Boon: come on..

Choon Shih Tan: he is starting to insult other people.>>omg

Wong Boon: so

Wong Boon: all in 1

Colin Norton: english and proud

Ray : he's pissed because his boygriend stood him up and now he has to spanky his wanky all by him self

Choon Shih Tan: i dont think he can understand you, ray.

Wong Boon: u better become a gay

Wong Boon: dun put this photo

Ray : I'm flattered, but I'm married

Wong Boon: aiya..married can divorce...

Ray : not me, my wife is my life

Wong Boon: divorce is a good idea..

Ray : only in a bad mariage

Wong Boon: how u know tommorow what happen,may b tommorow u accident then die

Ray : maybe, but I still have today

Wong Boon: u die your wife follow too...

Choon Shih Tan: I'm ALL IN.

Ray : LMAO

Choon Shih Tan: ray, don't be up set..OK?

Wong Boon: thats reality..

Ray : reality is....you are a scrawny little sh.t

Wong Boon: u better accept it..

Ray : if you were here. you wouldn't be talking sh.t

Ray : thanx natty

Wong Boon: if u here,your family may b lose..

Ray : LMAO

Ray : you ever thought of being a comedian?

Choon Shih Tan: ray, mind to share what is LMAO? 1st time i've encounter this abr.

Ray : laughing my ass off

Wong Boon: so how,tommorow what happen to u/

Wong Boon: become gay or divorce?

Ray : depens on how cute you are wang

Wong Boon: cute only u not me..

Wong Boon: may be u will choose divorse 

Wong Boon: may b u will choose divorse

Choon Shih Tan: wong, may i ask where do you come from? You are jeopordizing M'sia image.

Wong Boon: am talking wit choon u avoid

Choon Shih Tan: so embarassing ...

Ray : LMAO

Ray : Choon, your the man

Wong Boon: yeah malaysai ia a bad country...u proud our country

Ray : Wang needs to go take a nap

Ray : were alot badder then you think

Wong Boon: that reality...

Wong Boon: ray...

Wong Boon: hello...ray

Ray : hello....wong

Wong Boon: u agree am say?

Wong Boon: u agree what am say

Choon Shih Tan: wong, go back to school.

Wong Boon: may b i will

Ray : LMAO

Wong Boon: but no 1 sponser?

Wong Boon: u sponser?

Choon Shih Tan: primary school will do... polish up your grammar first.

Choon Shih Tan: i'm wondering why i talk so much to you as well.

Wong Boon: am not a education plp,so i just know fght.\

Ray : you can know both

Wong Boon: so u wanna fight?

Choon Shih Tan: your english is not bad...

Wong Boon: choon,how old r u..

Choon Shih Tan: nice 8.

Ray : ty

Choon Shih Tan: i'm 26.

Wong Boon: my fren die 26 in cancer..

Choon Shih Tan: many people die even not been to school.

Wong Boon: include u?

Choon Shih Tan: thanks to my parents, they still can raise me to be an engineer.

Ray : what kind choon?

Wong Boon: but until the end,they cant see u longer.

Choon Shih Tan: i studied in material engineering but now working as process engineer.

Wong Boon: its a same thing,die.

Choon Shih Tan: specialize in ESD control.

Wong Boon: am not asking ur work for what,am saying reality.

Ray : thats good work, could work anywhere in th world

Choon Shih Tan: wong, from the way you talk, i can sense that you are fragile from the inside. who hurt you?

Wong Boon: u say only,who will pay him.

Ray : in reality wong, we're all gonna die.

Ray : So I agree with you there

Wong Boon: may be u die 1sy then i.

Ray : maybe

Choon Shih Tan: ray, i think I still need a lot of exposure and experience in this filed, kinda challenging.

Choon Shih Tan: *field

Ray : you'll do great

Wong Boon: so see u at devil..

Choon Shih Tan: thanks. how about you/

Choon Shih Tan: devil is not a palce...wong.

Wong Boon: whatever...

Ray : railroad conductor

Choon Shih Tan: I see...

Wong Boon: ray want me to introduce a lawyer...

Ray : wong, if you didn't go to school and learned to fight instead the open your owndojo

Choon Shih Tan: is that your wife in the profile pic, ray?

Ray : your own martial arts studio

Ray : yes it is

Choon Shih Tan: she is gorgeous...

Ray : ty

Wong Boon: ?

Wong Boon: ray..

Ray : open your  own martial arts studio

Wong Boon: no $$$$, u sponser.

Ray : you know that most of the masters started on the streets 

Choon Shih Tan: since you are so motivated, why not fight for it?

Wong Boon: yeah,u have been before.

Ray : watch for some local tournaments and fight in it. If your really good someone will sponser you

Wong Boon: choon toy,a while u not yet go back sleep,

Wong Boon: engineer

Choon Shih Tan: thanks for concerning but i am about to get excited what to tell my friends tmr.

Wong Boon: tell your ownself,dun tell ur fren

Wong Boon: u r not a responsibility person..

Ray : wong, you seem like a friend of mine from old. He was good but not focused. Get your focus and you'll go far

Choon Shih Tan: don't worry, i won't tell people about you. I'll tell them I met ray.

Wong Boon: yeah,because u r the same person,gay.....

Ray : thanx

Choon Shih Tan: ALL IN... and i'm going to sleep.

Ray : I gotta go to work as well.

Choon Shih Tan: ray, forget about wong and have fun.

Wong Boon: who bother u,udie or whatever no want will bother u..

Choon Shih Tan: Ray, have a nice day.

Ray : you too choon

Wong Boon: have a nice sex.

Ray : LOL

Choon Shih Tan: wong, sleep early as well. Your brain damage is becoming more and more severe.

Choon Shih Tan: wait until i get a partner, OK?

Choon Shih Tan: chao...

Wong Boon: tq

^^

累累

这个星期只过了一半，很累因为又不够睡了，还是应该说又不甘愿睡了。从星期一的下山漂移，冲往美女城，再以时速120冲到山脚下。闭目养神了15分钟，又去小操场踢球，因为怕肥咯！接着，又扮演1/100的妈妈，洗衣晒衣，清理厨房，很累。

隔天回到工作岗位时身体有点虚，可能是淋了雨，或者睡不够啦。没办法适应，又浪费了大半为这部落格换个新形象，也是很累。之后吹到冷气，鼻子开始抛锚了，尽量控制咯，然后就赶到火车头去。回到去又Texas Hold'em一下，又不舍得睡了。

隔天，被SQL弄到我团团转，不懂浪费了多少时间，还是没结果。接着，发现有个大粒豆走人了，去了competitor那里，感叹少了个人才，也应该少了不少欢笑了。群龙无首，很多人都急坏了。别想了，去打羽球，流了一身臭汗，爽但是过后就很累了。

看回来原来是自己选择累累的。抵死……Q('.'Q)

^^

New Look

没什么心情工作，就给自己的部落格重新设定一个新形象。换上了香港的夜景，不错吧！

^^

年假泡汤啦！

我的天啊！看来我的年假就要泡汤了，我现在已经-7了，再来一个两周slowdown，我就-17了！但是，如果slowdown分成两组进行，我受保护的5天年假就没了~！

现在哭也没用，机票买了，应该如期进行。管它的，我要好好地享受我的假期。

很可惜的，可能今年再也没有任何假可以拿了，除了无薪假！

-.-"'

豪华住宅区的辣妈

今天吃了不少东西，体重也在农历新年过后往上探了不少，可能是只是单纯的馋嘴，可能是种种事情的压力，可能是没有好好地运动了。换上了一双六岁的鞋子，就往豪华住宅区的一个小草场去踢球。

很多生面孔，没有戴上隐形眼镜，所以也怕怕的。被其中的一个球员“念”一几回。怎么他抢了我的角色？！踢了几下子就走人了。

看到几个辣妈在陪子女们玩耍，脑海里浮现了几个点子：

1。怎么在这个豪华住宅区那么多辣妈？

2。我以后能够娶到辣女，让她变辣妈吗？

3。我能够让她变豪华住宅区的辣妈吗？

不敢多想，赶快回家去。

^^